10/7
I did do a walk the last Saturday in September but I didn’t bother posting it. I only did the (old people) 3K and my knee was screaming. It was mostly flat and drizzling. I was looking forward to the walk because it was the anniversary of the volkssport club and I knew there would be a lot of people to walk with. Even pokey people like me.
The past ten days have been a whirlwind of doctor’s appointments. I was optimistic at first. After all I’ve lost ten pounds and have changed my eating patterns a lot…although to be fair last week was a bit of a dumpster. Tuesday was the heart doctor. The nice one. But she doesn’t like my BP’s in the 130s anymore than that physician’s assistant did. She wants to increase my drugs. She gave me new instructions for taking my BP which are much better than mean physician’s assistant persons. I’m supposed to keep tract for a week and send them in. It’’s been almost a week and I think I’ve done three days. I’m not built for this shit.
Wednesday I went to the optician about my eye sight. The glasses I received after my surgery suck. Great to drive in. Can’t read or eat or do anything closeup with them on. Makes it difficult when both skills are needed at once, like looking at the GPS. I found that out while driving to Phoenixville for the volkssport picnic. I am new to this practice. My eye doctor was no longer doing surgery, and has since retired. I’ve only seen the surgeon and the glaucoma specialist there. My doctor did everything. This practice has techs do everything. Including the eye exam. The optometrist came in after the tech was done and gave me the verdict. They told me the RX barely changed but gave me a new one. Suggested wearing the glasses to drive and getting readers to read. Honestly, I can’t keep tract of one pair, yet alone two. I’m not having new glasses made. It’s a waste of money. If I need to get them in the future I’ll get single vision. Why pay for a useless bifocal.
Saturday I went for blood work and failed most of it. Worse numbers ever. I think I’m going back to eating shitty. The only thing I can think of is the lack of exercise … I haven’t exercised much at all since Pat died. I mostly clean and move things. Why? As you know from my minimal posts my knee is killing me...especially since the end of July. I manage to scrounge out the occasional walk, the old lady exercise class, and the chair yoga … most weeks.
Today I got a crown at the dentist, and of course she wants to do another. Not at $1.5K each. Two in one year is plenty. And after that I finally went to the orthopedist.
I picked OAA. That’s where Bonnie goes. She’s had both knees and a hip replaced, as well as work on her elbow, wrist and hand. I showed her the list of doctors and she picked one. She’s very picky. First they took x-ray’s. Standing with both legs. Sitting, and then two difficult poses. Then I went to the exam room where they did all the normal stuff. The nurse was barely finished when he walked in. He showed me the x-rays. My left leg that doesn’t hurt has way more arthritis than the right one, which hurts so much it keeps me up at night and forces me to walk the stairs like a 4-year-old. I also have this little piece of bone, like a ball, behind my knee. Not everyone has that. I tried googling it but came up empty. Bonnie would have known. My right knee has a circle of bone that is bone rubbing bone. I’m wondering if the circle is leftover from the great girls scout fall in seventh grade. I did try to tell the story but they weren’t interested. Odd, I thought it was relevant. That was quite the trauma. And I got to skip school for two or three days, and ride to school in the car for even more.
I did learn that the inside of the knee goes first, then the cap, then the outside. There are three courses of treatment. Do nothing. Clearly that doesn’t work. Step two is the injection. They gave it to me. It’s been six hours. I cannot tell the difference. No, that’s not true. Now my whole leg hurts. I’m dragging it around like Frankensteins monster. He wants me to exercise. But didn’t give me the exercises. I’m sure Bonnie will have them. He also said to get this cream — Arnicare. It’s homeopathic. Says it works like Aleve and is okay for AFib. I bought it ($18!) but waiting to use it. I’m going to try and wait the full 48 hours. I really want to know what the shot does. Then maybe, hopefully just after walks and at night.
The people at OAA were nice. Friendly. Way better than the people at the cold, hard eye practice. But I think it was a waste of time and money. I’ve known about the arthritis for years. Actually my whole life. Everyone in my family has it. I was hoping for a tear in my meniscus. That would explain the onset of the horrible stabbing pain that I’m having for the last 8, 10 weeks. The radiating pain up and down my leg. The “falling asleep” of my leg when I sit. I could barely stand at the dentist after an hour in the chair. My knee was throbbing so bad I didn’t even notice what she was doing in my mouth. So for the next few year’s I’m just going to have to power thru.
Wednesday is my primary care doctor’s appointment. I’m saving the worse for last. I’m sure she’ll want to push more drugs on me because that’s what they do. I swear they get kick-backs or a commission. I’m not taking anything else. None of this shit works and I just keep getting sicker.
9/8
I wrote most of the above last night. It’s now been about 20 hours since I had the injection. My knee hurt last night when I fell asleep, but not as much as before. But I slept most of the night. I woke up at 3 for the bathroom and was still wobbly, but when I got back in bed I went right back to sleep. That’s huge. This morning I was still wobbly. The injection site feels like someone hit me with a hammer. But the stabbing pain is gone. Or minimal. My entire leg is still sore. I’m still dragging it around like Frankenstein’s monster. But I did the steps like an adult. The tech/nurse/PA that gave me the shot said 48 hours. We will see.